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Friday evening had the weirdest atmosphere. Just... off-kilter. If this were a film, Friday night would have been a build up to someone being kidnapped by aliens or whatever. It's autumn here, so the nights are drawing in, but on Friday the sky darkened like a bruise mid-afternoon. Ominous clouds looming over us looking out our full-length office windows.

Friday was the last business day of the month, which is a long shift for me doing month-end reporting when everyone goes home. Come five o'clock, everyone packed up, and by quarter-past it was just me and the night. At five to six, the rain finally started, and at six, I was done, so I put up my umbrella and headed out into the deluge. Black sky with orange street lights reflected on the rain-slicked roads.

Because I never know what time month-end will finish, it's our takeaway night. I drove to our preferred fish and chippery, based in the shopping centre at the north end of the city, windscreen wipers going full tilt. The car park was black and orange-slicked too, ringed with dark Norfolk Island pines, and something had set the corellas off*, a whole flock of them circling overhead from treetop to treetop while making the most dreadful racket, flashes of white against the dark grey clouds.

Inside, the fish and chip shop's numbering system was haywire. I gave my order and was given number 120, but almost immediately after I stepped away, they called for number 133, and a man who had clearly been waiting for a while came to collect his order. After him, they called 96, 115, 119, 125, then me.

Back home in the rain, dinner, then a brief break in the weather. Alistair wanted to go for a walk in the dark. I put his little harness on and he charged down the driveway and onto the footpath. I looked back into our garden and there was a big white cat with bright blue eyes staring back at me from our doormat.

A house further down the street was having some sort of gathering, which involved an hour of setting off maritime distress flares and howling. Not dogs howling. People.

The wind was so heavy during the night that my magnetic shutters were blown open twice, even though the windows were closed.

Saturday morning woke calm and sunny with the lawn full of nectarine leaves. (We don't have a nectarine tree.)



* Non-Australian readers: see this YouTube video for a flock of corellas making a daytime noise in a Norfolk Island pine. Imagine that in the dark and the rain.
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I am now on a week of leave. So far I have: been back to the neighbourhood second-hand book shop that is closing down and bought some more Chalet School and Miss Silver novels; driven past a car accident with flashing police lights everywhere; been to the lakeside farmers' market and witnessed a fight between two swans right in the middle of the market; seen a two-tailed lizard running along a fence; tidied my handbag and found a Nestlé Crunch bar I didn't know I had. Two-and-a-half days of non-stop action and unexpected thrills.

The car accident was the second time this week I have seen the Crime Scene Van in action (that's painted on the side of it). I walk to work past a building site on the TAFE campus, and the other morning the Crime Scene Van was parked nearby and there were two people in those pale blue hooded coveralls and two men in high-vis vests and hard hats looking at something down the side of the building.

(It occurs to me I should clarify when I say "swans" I mean black swans, so you can more accurately picture the fight at the market.)

February questions

25. What is the least inspiring/interesting meal you've eaten?
I'm sure as a student, I had plain buttered noodles as a whole meal at some stage. Once in a restaurant, I ordered a side salad and received a bowl of lettuce with two slices of tomato hidden in it. Once when I was little, my grandfather and I were alone for dinner, and he was so excited to make sausages the way he liked them, instead of the way my grandmother cooked them for him, and the way he like them was boiled. Boiled pink flesh with grey skin flaking off, they remain among the least appetising things I have ever seen. He hoed in with Rosella Sweet Mustard Pickles on top. I loved my grandfather dearly, but he had terrible taste in sausages.

Oh, and cakes! Sometimes in a café you might see a lovely cake, beautifully decorated, but it turns out to taste underwhelming. I'm looking at you, overly sticky and sweet orange and almond cake at Club Warrnambool. There are few things more dispiriting than a disappointing cake.

26. What really needs to be modernized?
A good few of Australia's politicians, media and business class need to modernise their ideas. We're currently in a bout of nonsense about some senior female politicians apparently being "mean girls".

27. "What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger!" Do you believe hardship make a person stronger? If so, under what conditions and at what point is it too much hardship? If not, what makes a person stronger?
No. What doesn't kill you physically is likely to get you hospitalised or leave you quite unwell for a long time, and there's no reason mental or emotional stress would be any different.

I think a person's reaction to hardship depends so much on context: their personality, their circumstances, what the hardship is, and so many other factors. And what is a strong reaction - persevering, overcoming, trying something else, or walking away?

28. What's invisible, but you wish people could actually see it?
After two years of Covid, it would be nice if people who had it grew, I don't know, bright green freckles or something. Not permanently. And not sore like pox. Just temporary, painless, surface-only markings during the contagious period.
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Nothing like the existential threat of not having a journal to make me want to post in it.

Everything hurts. I've pulled my right calf muscle. I have tendonitis in my left wrist. I have a weird callus on the ball of my left foot.

On my way to work I have to walk past a row of townhouses that are let out as B&Bs. This week there was a family with two little girls staying in the end one. They stood on the balcony every morning, shouting"HELLO" at everyone who walked by and jumping up and down when anyone (me) waved back.

Friday morning, they were gone. Instead, there was an older lady in a dressing gown, standing in the little front garden. "Oh, you're so beautiful, won't you take some bread?" she said as I passed - not to me, but to a magpie that was standing on the path.

The buckle came off my watch band during the week, so Friday afternoon I took it to a jewellery shop to get a new band. The woman who served me had to take my details for a form. "What's your surname?" she said, and wrote it down. "And your first name?" I told her Alicia, and she said, "Oh, of course, I just read it engraved on the back of the watch." She laughed. "And that's why I'm not a detective."

There is a lovely little second-hand bookshop round the corner from here, sadly closing down. Well, sad for me, anyway. Not the owners. I took a stroll down there this morning, and found they're retiring to a beachside cottage in Portarlington. So that's nice for them. I found a couple of mid-series Chalet School books I've never read before and a couple of Patricia Wentworth's Miss Silver novels (my current reading jag). They've got three weeks left before they close, and I've half a mind to go back later in the week for second helpings.
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Or: Obligatory Dreamwidth notification in the face of potential LJ apocalypse.

I'm todayiamadaisy over there, and on Goodreads, Ravelry, Pinterest and Twitter). I'm not good at keeping any of them updated at the moment either.

I've never been good at keeping journals. I'd start one, be diligent for a few weeks, then lose interest. Pick it up again a bit later, hate it, shred it. Start again a year later. Repeat. Since I started this LJ in 2004, it's far and away the longest I've ever kept a journal. I shall miss it if it goes. I quite like my Daisy voice.
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A slow day, so here is a story from last year:

I.
When my mother was a little girl, her best friend was called Noelene. Noelene's family lived on the next farm over, both farms being big tranches of land outside a tiny town called Purnim. My mother will wax lyrical about the idyllic days she and Noelene spent riding their horses to each other's houses, or to the shop, or to the tennis court, or around the paddock. Eventually Noelene's family moved to a farm further east, and they lost touch.

II.
In January last year, my work employed a new accountant called Brooke. She's nice. We've both been working from home for most of the year, but for the last month or so we've been back in our newly-renovated office, where we have adjoining desks. Brooke isn't from the City by the Sea; she lives in the shire to the east.

III.
In late December, one of our colleagues stopped by for a chat, saying she had to go and pick someone up from hospital and she didn't know what she would have to do. Would she be allowed in? My mother had been in hospital for a day procedure (nothing serious) a couple of weeks earlier, so I told her my experience: there was a separate desk in the foyer for picking up people, where I had to go in and say I was there to pick up Pauline Daisyname, then wait until she came out, quite separate from the waiting area for people going in.

When our colleague left, Brooke turned to me and said, "Did you say your mother's name was Pauline Daisyname? Like, is that a married name?"

"No," I said, "that's her maiden name."

"How old is she?"

"Seventy-one," I said, and I thought I knew where this was going. My mother was a midwife and district nurse for a long time, so she probably delivered Brooke or visited her ailing relatives or some such, but her next question surprised me.

"Where did she grow up?"

"On a farm near Purnim. Why?"

Brooke blinked. "My mum's Noelene."

IV.
It is a small world.


January
8. Would you rather be able to see 10 minutes into your own future, or 10 minutes into the future of anyone but yourself?

I think ten minutes into my own future is very likely to be ten minutes further into me doing whatever I'm doing at any given point. I mean, ten minutes from now, I will probably still be sitting on this sofa, just with an empty cup rather than one full of tea. But ten minutes into anyone else's future, well, that's bound to be more interesting, isn't it? Even if they're sitting on a sofa with a cup of tea, it will at least be a different sofa and a different cup.
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Grocery morning. We've gone back in time, back to two years ago, looking at the empty shelves and product limits. Then back to the spare room for my usual half day of work on Friday. Lunch, then to my great-aunt's funeral. No masks required at funerals now, but we all wore them. A quiet funeral, as half the great-aunt's children and their families live interstate, so they were there by livestream. It was sunny when we went into the funeral, but we came out to a sudden sea mist. Solid grey air.

January

7. Have you ever saved an animal's life? How about a person's life?

I have rescued several birds from our bird bath. Small birds out of their depth, having slipped off the pebble in the middle. A lot of flap and splash and panic, fixed by me putting my hand under them and scooping them out.

I have administered the Heimlich manoeuvre to a choking person, which was fairly traumatic for both of us. Apparently it's frowned on now, but it seemed to do the job at the time.
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I started doing that year-end meme that comes around every year, but I don't have interesting answers to any of the questions. So here's a sort of year-end review based on the unused comments in my notebook that I meant to turn into LJ entries but could never find a voice for.

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Also, we've had a lot of ants.
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First of my two weeks of leave is nearly over. What have I done? A lot of admin that I haven't had the will to do while working. Organised my flu vax. Organised my mother's flu vax. Organised no-one's covid vax because our terrible government is as useless as it is terrible. Changed the electricity and gas plans. Washed all the cushion covers. Took the cover off the stuffed ottoman to wash it. Vacuumed up the styrofoam beans that the ottoman was unexpectedly full of. Threw out the ottoman and all the beans.

It's my birthday next week and I have received emailed discounts from all sorts of shops trying to lure me into purchases. Only one successful so far. I need some new winter shoes, so I used my birthday discount at the shoe shop to get some new teal ankle boots.

No discount, but I've also done some garden shopping. New garlic bulbs for planting. Hyacinths and jonquils to go with my many, many tulip bulbs in a layered bulb lasagne.

I've been out to lunch at a new café. Tried the salt and pepper squid, my test dish at any new place. It was okay. I've been to the theatre, to see two of Australia's big musical stars doing a greatest hits collection. It was also okay. I liked their gossipy chat the best. One of them auditioned for Phantom, the original production, at Andrew Lloyd Webber's house back in the day. The house had a life-size oil painting of Sarah Brightman in the loo.

I looked back at my entries from this time last year to see when I started working from home. March 24, a year next week. How empty the world was then. Nothing in the shops, no-one on the streets. Taped Xs to mark where to queue. A year on it's all masks and QR codes, printed STAND HERE stickers on the ground and perspex panels at every checkout.

I've been catching up on all the podcasts that have been banking up. An English nature podcast from six months ago, a woman walking around talking about the arrival of autumn, timely now that autumn is arriving here. Listening to her talk about pheasants while parrots flit overhead.

It has been a long time since I saw a pair of shoes that made me both gasp and laugh in horror, but: these are both ridiculous and magnificent.
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Three more days of work this week, and I have to go to the office on all three of them. I'll have to dress nicely! I'll have to think of what to have for lunch! I'll have to talk to people in person! How will I cope?

When I started writing this, I had a whole saga about signing up for my cheese box subscription, and how the gift coupon wouldn't work, so I would never get my cheese, woe, never, ever, ever, but in the meantime I emailed the company and a lovely person sorted it out. I should get my first cheese box next week. I am so excited about this, I cannot tell you.

One day last week I was doing my morning workout. Arms and shoulders that day, so I was standing there, doing things with hand weights, when I saw something moving in the doorway. A little brown spider, as big as my thumbnail. It stopped in the doorway, looking in my direction, and we faced each other like gunslingers. It ran towards me. I stood my ground. It kept coming. I stayed. Still it came. Still I stayed. It ran on. I blinked first, f-list. I took a step to the left. The spider veered towards me. I stepped back to the right. The spider veered towards me. I stepped over the spider and looked back. It stopped.

Spider crisis over, I continued my workout. Eventually, I had to get on the floor. I checked for the spider, but couldn't see it. Safe to get down. Until I was holding the weight in the air and realised the spider was on it, running down it towards my hand. How? Can they teleport?

I gave the spider a gentle flick so it landed on the floor just as Alistair appeared in the doorway. He saw it land and pounced. It ran. He ran. The spider stopped under the desk. Alistair stopped under the desk and sat, folding his paws, looking at the spider, daring it to move. They were still there when I finished my workout and left the room.

Honestly, the spider was definitely aiming for me. It must have thought I was a funny sort of tree.

A fews days late, but who's counting? Friday 5 for January 22: Every family has one

Who’s the nastiest flavo(u)r in the ice cream parlo(u)r?

Well. I don't particularly enjoy ice cream, so all of them? No, that's not really true. Maybe once or twice a year I will get an ice cream cone from one of the local ice creameries (not parlours), particularly if they have a stall at the farmers' market, and it's quite nice. But it will be a cold day in hell before I try the liquorice flavoured one.

Etc. )
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I'm doing a weekly update, not a daily one, and I still have no news. All I did this week was work - my job and filling in for one colleague still on leave - then flake out on the sofa. Towards the end of the week I forced myself to actually do something, so I made a cake.

This time last year Australia was on fire. Parts of it are again, but not here. So cold we had the heater on this week.

I bought some more dahlia corms this year, a pack of them in sunset colours. The first one has just bloomed and I can see it from the kitchen window. It pleases me so much.

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Next week: I will attempt to leave the house and/or actually do something worth writing about.

This week's Friday Five: Sew what!

1. Are you crafty?
No, in the sense of scheming and plotting. I suppose yes, in the sense of making things. Knitting and cross-stitch, occasionally embroidery.

And so on )
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It's a weird, liminal week, this one. I've been clearing the decks. Inbox zero, or very nearly. I'm thinking of declaring podcast zero too, and deleting what I haven't listened to. Start collecting them afresh in the new year.

I have been thinking about what I'd like to do next year, what sort of little project. What I have enjoyed most this year is trying new recipes: my lockdown focaccia was fun and the Christmas bûche turned out well. Maybe I could pick twelve things I'd like to make and do one a month. Croissants, I've always wanted to make them. Can I think of eleven other things?

Later this week I'll mark up my work calendars. I treated myself to two this year: one for the home office and one to take to work when we finally go back. Two new calendars, a new diary, a pack of highlighters: what a delightful way to spend an afternoon.
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My mother has been making vague noises about getting a new car for a while now, and this week something clicked and she decided now was the time. So this week she talked to Mr McKeever, mechanic and old family friend, and he found two possibilities that met her requirements: small, not silver, four doors. This afternoon when I finished work we took them both for a test drive. One of them - the 2018 Kia Rio she's going to buy - had a reversing camera, which, as a passenger, I did not enjoy. I could feel myself tensing up every time the orange direction rectangle veered off-course.

I was thinking that it must be nearly a year ago that I was made redundant - it was the end of November - and when I looked at my entries from last year, it was exactly one year ago today. What a strange and ultimately lucky experience that was. The local paper often does stories about mental health initiatives, and the charity I worked for is no longer mentioned as being part of them. I think the Powers That Be in New South Wales are starving the local office before shutting it down completely. I'm glad to be out of it.
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Monday is not a good day for doing a daily entry. Very dull. Today I: did my usual morning finance and banking admin, went to our Monday team meeting on Zoom, filled in a form for a million dollar term deposit, had another Zoom meeting with a colleague to learn how to complete budget variations in our finance system, downloaded reports from the Department of Health, looked up some information to answer some questions. It doesn't sound like much when I write it like that, but I was quite busy. Tomorrow: more budget variations and reconciling the school readiness funding expenses. Non-stop.
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Big announcements today: our lockdown is easing. Face masks are still required indoors (not at home), but only outdoors if we can't distance. Office workers will begin to return to the office from 30 November, but only to 25% capacity. I'm hoping I won't be one of the 25% (and I don't think I will be), as I'm not keen on wearing a mask all day if I can avoid it. You can have up to fifteen visitors a day at home, which is an astounding amount to me - I don't know fifteen people who would all want to visit me at once - but which means my mother can return to her fortnightly card afternoons.

There has been a kerfuffle across the border in South Australia this week. They had a couple of cases - hotel quarantine cases that got into the community - including one that seemed to have been transmitted to a man picking up a pizza, suggesting it might be a super-contagious new strain. They went into immediate hard lockdown. Only then, it emerged that the man wasn't picking up a pizza, he was actually working in the pizza place*, so it wasn't brief contact at all, and they immediately released the lockdown. And the headline today was: "Finally SA restrictions ease". Finally? It was three days, South Australia. Talk to us when you've done three months.




*Illegally, so he lied to the contract tracers. Which suggests to me they need to work harder on their "we won't tell the tax office, we just need to know where you've been" spiel.
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Excitement today! (Very mild.) We went to the supermarket early to do our weekly shop and carried the bags out to my mother's car. I raised the boot and said, "Ooh!" I pointed at the thing I'd just seen.

My mother leant forward, finger extended to poke the thing, then jumped back and said, "Ooh!"

"Why were you going to poke it?" I asked her.

"I don't have my glasses on, I thought it was a snail."

It wasn't a snail, though. It was a large wolf spider. (Arachnophobes, don't click that link.)

We left it there, on the side of the boot lid, until we got home. Then my mother found a long stick and poked the spider gently until it ran off the car and into the garden. "I don't begrudge it living," she said firmly, "but not in my car."
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(I would have expected today's question to be "IS three more than ten?", as if I was asking "Is [the number] three [singular] more than ten?". This seems to be asking "Are three [things, plural] more than ten?". Different approaches.)

I had some time in lieu owing from doing extra hours at work, so I took the afternoon off and went out to lunch. For my own notes: to Proudfoots, where they had four tables in the main dining room and we were at one of four tables in the upstairs function room. As well as for check-in, they also have a QR code printed on the menu now, which links to the daily specials board; saves them having to write a board in every room and outdoors.

It was hot today, so I thought I'd best break out some nice summer clothes to wear to lunch. That was an experience. It was autumn when we went into lockdown, so I've spent all of winter in warm and comfy clothes, barely opening the side of the wardrobe with my good clothes in it. They smell... stale. Not musty, but very much like something that's been untouched in an unopened cupboard for eight months. Also, I have lost weight during lockdown, so what I put on was baggy. Which was handy for keeping cool, but not practical for the long term. So that's this weekend's job: wash and try on all my stale clothes.
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While we are working from home, our office is being gutted and renovated. Today we were sent the suggested layout, complete with name labels on the desks. I'm going to be sitting by a window! I didn't have a window in the charity I worked for last year - a whole year in a windowless box - so this is particularly exciting. The finance department is on the floor above the library in the civic centre, and my desk will be directly above the library entrance. "I'll bring a big stick and bang on the ceiling when I come to borrow a book," said my mother when I told her. No need, though: I'll see her coming THROUGH MY WINDOW.

A bonus photo: I built this fence! (The little one, not the big one at the back.) By "built", I mean I bought a roll of fencing, then nailed some stakes to the back and hammered them into the ground.

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Unexpected and extremely minor drama today: my mother wanted going to go to the farmers' market this morning, but her car wouldn't start. So I had to drive her there, and later in the morning she called the RACV and someone came and changed her car battery. So... not particularly dramatic. And we bought croissants for breakfast at the market, so a good morning, all in all.

Today I learnt that the bigger the raindrop, the more red in a rainbow. Something to ponder next time you see one.

Today's photo: by popular demand (one), my cross-stitch coin purse (and a pen for scale). (And what the original knitting pattern looked like (bottom photo)).

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Non-stop action here: today I cleaned out my sock drawer. I planned to go shopping and replace what I threw out, but it turned out I had plenty of non-holey socks at the back of the drawer that I haven't worn because I keep wearing the same old holey ones. Possibility: I own too many socks.

I am a sucker for the free tat attached to craft magazines. While watching TV in the evenings I have just made a little cross-stitch coin purse, which I will clearly never need because I haven't used any coins since March. I didn't like the design so I found an old Kaffe Fassett stranded knitting pattern and adapted that to use up a whole lot of old threads. It is bright. Now I'm onto the next pattern, which is a little 2020 sampler. Nine squares depicting 2020 things, including a cocktail, a pineapple, a bee and a llama. I think the designer of this sampler is having a much more interesting year than I am.

Today's photo: a shelf of small things

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There is a restaurant across the road from the council offices. I've been there for lunch three times this year.

January: A week after I started at the council, I went out for lunch with the people from my old office as a farewell to the other person made redundant at the same time as me. Someone there was planning to go to China for a holiday, and I remember us saying she mightn't be able to go, on account of this new virus we were hearing about, like SARS only worse. "Let me tell you about SARS," she scoffed. "We went to China when SARS was about, it was brilliant, we got straight in to see the terracotta warriors, no waiting."

March: Some friends were in the City by the Sea for the day, so we went out for lunch. Already there was hand sanitiser everywhere and we were one of only three occupied tables. Five days later, we went into our first lockdown.

Today: One of my colleagues is moving to South Australia (she needs a permit to cross the border), so we had a farewell lunch under their new outdoor shade sail. Restaurants can have up to 70 people outdoors at tables of ten maximum, with contract tracing. We can take our face masks off to eat. Weird seeing people's teeth again.

Today's photo: before and after

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